What gets me writing?
So, what gets me writing?
I’ve probably stared at this open word document for most of the week trying to figure out what actually gets me writing.
Could it be copious amounts of coffee? Or threats from the wife to actually finish something I’ve begun?
No. They’re reasons why I keep on writing, but what actually gets me writing?
So after looking in to the deepest parts of my literary soul and many long and very one sided conversations with Cecil (the skeleton who lives in my office) I’ve finally realised the most basic answer to that question.
Pure and simple, boredom is and will probably be the very origin of why I write. I hate being bored, so I write.
The next answer would be enjoyment of doing it, some people watch football, others play games I write.
I love putting down on paper or screen the stories, worlds and characters I’ve created. I love to see what I might put them through. Usually laughing manically as I do it.
And when ive sat back and looked at the result of these many hours tirelessly scratching away I love what’s appeared on the page. Months down the line I might look back at what id done and absolutely despise it, so I pick up pen or keyboard and begin again wanting to do better each time. Which probably explains why I’ve been working on the same book for so long now. But we’re all perfectionists at heart. Let’s face it if any of us actually get something published would we really want it to be substandard.
But back to the question at hand.
The final answer could really come under two things.
The first Disappointment. We’ve all read something somewhere that we’ve just had to put down from shear disappointment, for some it might even be this right now. And if it is then I don’t care.
The second would be determination.
Determination to do something better than that terrible, pointless waste of time, shouldn’t even be used to wrap chips in book. I actually keep copies of said books, so that when I’m being lazy, or blocked I can punish myself by perusing the terrible contents and fan the fire of my determination again. Or just to make myself feel better about whatever garbage I might have just written.
So, there we have it. What gets me writing. Basically as an exercise in stroking my own ego.
AKA Artimis Blake